My pride takes over as if saying, “that’s quite enough, girl”
I feel hurt but nevermind. It doesn’t matter.
Bitaw uy.. Kapoi. Nawad.an pakog money. Nimsg na si dreyo.. Kevs mn sd kaayo oi :/ si kuan busy pd dota.. Litseh.k rana
So I stared at his profile. He is not handsome.. I like him just as he is. I like the way he smiles. I like it when he talks to me. He makes me happy. But why am I sad today? I guess it finally sinks in. He’s gone and he’s given up.
I talked to him last night. I could feel bitterness through his voice. Even though he denied feeling jealous with his friend.. I can’t be so sure about it. I couldn’t decide then that I’d go into a relationship with him. I was thinking of our age gap. I have other hesitations. He was so sure he could take away my worries. I asked for a month to think about it.. I dunno if he still wants me. He didn’t talk to me today. I realized I like him more than dreyo. Now I lost this guy over my indecision to have him. He just gave up on me. I can’t stop crying.. I think I lost a new love that could last. :/
Her eyes. Her eyes.
He shifted on his seat.
I stared at his profile. Either he’s mad at me or he’s just being thoughtful. Everybody was quiet in the backseat. I looked straight ahead. Thoughts run in my mind. Oh god. I hope he’s fine having to drive around the city to drop off my friends to their residences.
I looked at my left and, ” are you tired?” I asked him. Smiling, he answered, “not at all.” Then someone at the back introduced himself and they got his name :) of course. I forgot to do the proper introductions. Silly. They started chatting about stuffs.. The air went thin and there’s no more uneasy feeling..
I smiled to myself. After dropping off everybody, he turned to me. “Wanna meet my brother?” The thought got me shy all of a sudden. Do I even look good at the moment?
We stopped by caltex reclamation area. There was a group of boys Having a good time with some music coming from his brother’s car. He got off the driver’s seat and then opened my door. I smiled to the group. Gosh, it was really embarassing. His brother stared at me. I… Dunno what to but stare back. They gave me a glass. I emptied the contents. For sure, my facial expression was bitter. Rum. Smh. They were teasing him.. He was wearing cyclings.. I laughed with them. Oh, how truly likeable this guy is!
We drove back to my place. We talked about alot of things. In my mind and in my heart.. I really have a thing for this guy. He’s so special. He stopped talking. He went quiet. I said why so quiet? I am quiet he answered. Only when you talk to me do I chatter, he added. I laughed. Oh how I love talking to him..
Can’t stop thinkin about dreyo 💋
And so I can’t help but think of you the whole day..
You and me could be amazing and it would be surreal to even happen. The possibility excites me.. Oh gosh.
You think it’s funny!!!!! Fuck!
I have no idea you hated me too much. You messaged me thru phone last night. I was thinking you’re lonely and you wanted someone to talk to or to hang out with. This morning you were mean. You told me to stop texting. I have been at peace for a few months now. I was at my best. I NEVER bothered you yet when you bothered me, I was still at fault for replying?
What is your problem?
I don’t understand a thing that’s going through your mind. You didn’t have to be mean. . I deserve kindness. You disappoint me. I thought we were friends :( I guess I was wrong in my judgement of your character.
Instead of missing you, I have come to despise your ways. Do I annoy you so much? I’m sorry. But you communicated first. You don’t deserve my good treatment but I will treat you kindly. I have nothing against you except that fondness I once had. And i miss that but it had to end. So much for being happy. You just can’t wait to be bitter at me. You just don’t care at all.
You who I have cared deeply is now giving me pain. After all this time, you still affect me.
I have this weird feeling gauban sila sa girl. But why do I feel annoyed?
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